love 🐑

05 Jan, 2026

there's so much misery in my life, it truly has to be something monumental to counteract it, to make me pull through the crushing weight of existence

and he does that for me. i have some horrible moments of paranoia in life, but i can never, ever really doubt that he loves me. he takes care of me, does countless thoughtful things, remembers my comforts and favorites, shows me things to make me smile, gives me plushies to hold when he's not there - so much, and so much more

i feel like all the luck in my life has gone toward being with him, like every star in the universe aligned to bring us together. it's so hard being so far apart, but i feel like i could live through anything if i could be by his side everyday

one day that day will come. we talked about marriage and kids today - nothing novel, it's pretty often, it just reminds me of the life we're going to build and it gives me so much hope.

i don't know if he knows how much it all means to me. he's my everything. i'll love him forever and he's the best thing that's ever happened to me. no matter how our lives go, at least we'll go through it together